Thank you, LH. Quite honestly, I held myself back. As an adult woman with a high drive , it wasn’t easy. But I am trying to get a feel for the kind of guy he is before I do that. Don- you give off that love avoidant vibe. I thought holding hands is just a sweet gesture which I happen to love. And putting my head on his shoulder isn’t crying love either. He was the one who initiated it by the way. Not me. And I thought he was sweet.
And quite honestly, I’ve had bad dates. However, I would say 98% of the guys have had dates with enjoyed their time with me and wanted another. And I hasn’t even kissed half of them. I’m an enjoyable date. What can I say? I had a horrific date when a guy told me while naked that he felt it was all wrong. That was pretty bad. I’ve learned from that.
I paid for dinner on a bet. Which I shouldn’t have made. But he bought the movie and the bottle of wine.
I think I would be at “60” if we had slept together, I was talking about the future and being the aggressor. All of which is not happening. No second date is made, I did not give him my availability, and I’m letting him be the man here.
I am feeling good. My happiness on part comes from actually feeling in control and doing things differently. I’t feels really really good. I am also very levelheaded here. No expectations. Just enjoying the ride
