It has been months since I have posted. I just needed to step away for my mental health. I apologize to all of the great people who were trying to help me that I just abandoned. I had to do it for me.
Well, after 13 months of standing for my marriage I finally discovered that my wife has been having an emotional affair this whole time. This explains so much. She is in love with another man. I will update you all on my story.