Thx Cardinal! I’m better than the day before which is always a good thing. Crossed some things off my list day...just trying to finalize my $ disclosure and a L. Not fun stuff and I’ve certainly been procrastinating.
I feel a shift in how I’m thinking but it’s still not good enough in terms of achieving detachment. I can’t shake the need to have some sort of “are you sure this is what you want to do conversation” before starting the proceedings. There has been so much left unsaid between us. I want to tell him that it’s ok that he’s having a difficult time right now, or that I’m sorry I’ve obviously let him down ...but there are no words that seem to come out just right to say to someone that isn’t “there” right now. (And I’m pretty sure that’s bad DBing! Lol) I want to tell him that we can come back from this...that it’s not too far gone...but again he’s living HIS life right now and there’s no room for me. Some days I’m very good at letting go and GAL, but then others I’m plagued by the ‘sads’ and the piece of my heart that’s missing.
One.day.at.a.time.
How are you doing? I’m so proud of you and glad you ‘made a move’. So brave and a great 180! I’ve often thought about doing that too but I’m fairly certain I’d be met with shark eyes! Lol
