Hi, wayfarer. Gosh, that list of what you miss is the headspace I've been stuck in this past week—that and struggling to detach from good behavior, which for me is mostly just H's kindness and an interest in actually talking to me, which has allowed us to connect over some topics like we used to. I can only imagine how much harder it is in your case, when it's family time and your daughters notice too. Still, you are the queen of detachment and I know you will get there!
Also, may, what you said about *now* being the one craving/missing touch, I see myself in that whole paragraph too. As you probably can guess from my thread, I am now like, arghhhhh we are in the same house and I would do anything to be able to touch him!
