Unchien thank you for the comments. I would never ask my s if ex says anything about me. Also if my d wanted to come she could come. My d decided not to come and it was fine. Ex didn’t bring up separating them.
IH thank you for hour comments. Surprisingly it worked out. She didn’t push my d on me. I would have taken her but she did not want to come. I took my s and we had a great time. One thing though. I went to pick up s at 5:30 from the house. Ex was running late with kids. She got there about 2 minutes later. She said sorry I’m late I said no problem. She gave my s a hug and he got in the car. My d said hello to me and I said hi back. Then ex said I know when I am late you give me such a hard time. Always looking to start things. I just said no hard time no problem at all in a very nice calm voice. I will have s home by 9 and I left. Is it ever possible that she will NOT push my buttons? Or is she trying to remind herself why she d me? My s and I had such a great time at the super bowl party. At 8:30 he said dad I don’t want to leave. I said I know but you have school tomorrow. When I drove him home and we got out, I walked him to the door. He turned and gave me the biggest hug and said I love you dad I said I love you too. Just typing this I am starting to tear up. Again for me this is so hard because how much I love my kids and want to be with them all the time. I know people here say you never know, but I feel it’s too late. What I wouldn’t do to be a family again. It’s hard there are times when I feel like I am truly accepting this new life and ready to move on. But then a little moment like that kills me. I love my kids dearly and hate that they are going through this!!! I close on my home in 2 days and I’m actually really sad. Because this is just another event that says this is real.
M:42 XW:41 T:19 M: 15 D:13 S:10 BD: 8/10/18 Moved out: 8/18 Moved in: 9/18/18 Moved out: 4/22/19 D papers signed 11/4/19 D final 3/18/20
