Oz...there are no words really. Your update really puts things into perspective... I wish I had something to say that would help but everything I think of just sounds like not enough. I lost my dad to pancreatic cancer and I remember really struggling at the time trying to figure out what to say or do that would give him some sort of comfort. I suspect your W may be struggling with the same thing. Trying to deal with her own fear and sadness and wanting to be there for you but also wanting to run away. And then there is your son... for his sake, and yours, try to focus more on him and spending as much quality time with him as you can. Don’t give up hope Oz. There is always hope and miracles do happen. Take care of yourself and do everything you need to do to boost your immune system. Know that there are many, many people who care and who are thinking about you and praying for you. As LH said...stay strong. ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))
