cardinal, it is such a great movie. Definitely have a big box of tissue ready when you’re watching it though!!!

Update:

I haven’t seen H in a few days. He came home briefly today. While we were lying in bed talking, he said “relationships can evolve.” “I’m hurting too.”

I cried. I didn’t say anything.

Thinking about whether I am okay with the status quo indefinitely. 1 year? 3years? 5 years? Wait until the kids are older?

Almost wanted to give up today. Are we waiting on each other to start the D process?


BD: Sep 2019
D in progress