I’m still friends with M’s brother on IG. He never really posts. But today’s story was a selfie of the 4 of them. First time. It knocked me for a loop. God how I miss them all. Not as much M, I wish he was someone who he wasn’t. But he is who he is and that was someone incapable of loving me fully . But god how I miss the little man. And his bro and sis in law. We got along so well. M was the only one who didn’t like me as much. Go figure.
Anyways, I don’t know, but by turning this new guy down Friday, he’s all about ginger. Can’t wait to see me on Tuesday. We will see how date number 2 goes.
He’s really cute. Not my usual. I’m pretty sure he weighs less than me and my feet are bigger ( on his defense, I have big feet) but he’s intelligent, funny, and carry’s a very good conversation. I have to remember it took me 3 dates to really be into M.
I do hate that I miss M. Well, everything attached to him. I just want that to go away.
