DejaVu6,

It does seem as if you are in a great place and fully ready to explore a relationship. I have been stuck in the mentality of simply dating here and there. I meet two kinds of women. Those ready to jump into a full blown relationship and those who want to play. As appealing as much of the play can be I have refrained because I don't trust that someone could be hurt myself included and the whole issue of stds. Was it always that middle-aged people did crazy stuff and were swingers and all that or is this a newer phenomenon?

I am confident that there is an amazing relationship waiting for me out there and I am determined to find it. I kind of live in the middle on nowhere so patience is a big part of it........

Mark


M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.