Thanks. I was very conscientious to be detached and validate, but the pressure to just Beg her to come home was seriously overwhelming.
I did also ask her - how is it that NOW, you are somehow able to TELL them To come over? She kind of sidestepped her response, and I let it go.
I felt like she been manipulating their minds.
On another front, I do feel this weird uncomfortable feeling she won’t be living across the street from me anymore in a few weeks. I’m starting to feel truly alone; like if I were to get hurt or something, nobody would really immediately know? Maybe it’s relief. I just often feel better about my life when I am partnered in a relationship.
