Divorce and Acceptance part 5

[Pax_luv]

Hello,
So admittedly, ex threw a bit of a legal curveball last week that had me worried. I ended up talking with my lawyer about it and I was surprised how emotional I was talking through some of the items. My divorce trial is sooooo far away still, and I can’t let the next 9 months go by with me having anxiety over it. But the truth is, I’m scared. I’m scared for the outcome. My lawyer has had to remind me several times that the burden of proof is going to be on ex. Because he claims x,y,z, doesn’t mean it’s true. And if he wants it to be true, he needs to prove it and it’s going to take a lot of work on his end to prove it.

And see, in my mind, I’m like- oh my gosh how do I prove this isn’t true??? And I don’t necessarily have that info except I can say, that’s not true at all. It’s really tough.

So, here I am at work just trying to center myself. I’m a little emotional today. Lots going on. There’s a lot of stressors right now. I need to make myself and my wellbeing a priority in order to keep moving forward.