Through The Storm III

[may22]

Hi KG,

I can't help but think that what WW really needs is time and space on her own. I feel she is almost manic sometimes in her behaviors and responses to you, especially how hot she pursues when you pull back. I can only imagine that there must be another equally unhealthy dynamic going on between her and OW, though who knows what it looks like. She is a total ping pong ball and I have to say that if she's truly taking *herself* out of the game like this? Good for her.

As you said, of course no expectations, and maybe this is just a feint to get more time with OW for whatever reason. But why she's doing what she's doing and what she is doing is, as you say, totally out of your control. You do you and knowing in your heart you have done everything you can must feel really amazing and peaceful. And I almost don't want to say this because (a) what do I know and (b) doesn't matter anyway but it seems like a positive step, truly.

Also, F OW. That would enrage me too. Good for you in not expressing it but if you want to poke some holes in the eyeballs of a voodoo doll, I wouldn't blame you

xx May