Long e-mails have been exchanged. Expressed thoughts and feelings are getting very authentic, raw, real. Admissions that demons need to be released and the need to find answers to why he is so unhappy. Clear statements from me that as long as there is OW, there is no us. Acknowledgement from H he understands my position clearly. Admissions of being more unhappy now than he ever was. Goals for therapy expressed. The desire to run, escape is still there.
Demons are hard to battle. Is his armour strong enough? Does he have any armour to wear?
He feels alone. Scared. But he isn't alone. I believe God is working on him. Watching over him. I pray he is ready to receive Him. My prayer warriors are praying too. He has lots of support from people he doesn't even know.
I know I will not run with him. He knows I won't run with him.
He says he was looking for a glimmer of hope in my words, and found it.
Hope can be a powerful, driving force to change.
Actions speak louder than words
Time will bring answers.
I have lots of time while I am living my good life.
