Dave, I have taken the big ego trip - that's what it is for guys.
I have done it with hundreds of women, in every conceivable position and using just about every technique and every mechanical device available at the time. I have "starred" in a few adult films, if you can call them that, 3 8mm loops and 2 16mm 'movies'. I thought I was brilliant at the time. The truth is I was young and stupid and playing with fire. I had already seen many people crash and burn. I was spinning my wheels trying to get into the 'adult business'.
What got my attention was not the carnage all around me, but i was at a shoot, hoping to get a part. I watched in horror as a girl went down on a guy with the biggest wart on his member that I have ever seen. She didn't want to do it, the 'director' was screaming at her to "get on with it". I left, very upset.
The very next day, while banging a friend's wife, my friend decided to shoot me.
Fortunately, it was with a 22 rifle, and the bullet went through about an inch of my right arm and exited.
As dramatic as all that sounds, what it did do was to wake me up. I was playing a nasty game that no one is really qualified to play. I understand that times are different, but even with the most practiced facades, people really aren't any different. It may be 30 years later, but I suspect that the issues are the same even if the play is all in undercurrents.
Be fascinated all you want, but don't drag anyone important to you along for the ride. Caveat Emptor .....
All the best, -NOPkins-
I will ferret out an affair at any opportunity.
-An affair is the embodiment of entitlement, fueled by resentment and lack of respect. -An infidel will remain unreachable so long as their sense of entitlement exceeds their ability to reason.
