When you stop analyzing every little thing and start living with the reality of your situation, this tide will begin to turn. I know this is tough, I've been there.
I see that you are still basing your state of mind off of hers, your happiness off of hers, still believing every word she speaks. Why is that?
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
