I actually sat next to my d. Then she moved next to me. I like text because it’s just a record of the conversation. Sometimes I forget things when spoken to. I try not to say much to her at my sons games. Usually it’s just hi. I will be closing on my home in about a week. I am nervous about it because of the financial component. For the first time in my life I will be struggling financially. I have always been a saver but I will literally be counting each penny. Times like this make me angry that I have to start my life over. When I made sure we had a big home, no debt, living a very comfortable life and she took that all away. And why? Because he biggest complaint was I didn’t kiss her all the time. I was doing better for a long time but my depression is coming back. My GAL is going to slow down. I will not have money for anything. I guess a lot of board games with my kids or video games. Oh yeah occasionally a movie night. Sorry just need to vent. I feel myself sinking again when I have come so far.
I have read numerous times on here how it took many months for the WW spouse to “snap” out of it or start to realize what they did was wrong. I can honestly say that won’t happen in my situation.
M:42 XW:41 T:19 M: 15 D:13 S:10 BD: 8/10/18 Moved out: 8/18 Moved in: 9/18/18 Moved out: 4/22/19 D papers signed 11/4/19 D final 3/18/20