Weeks ago I booked a staycation with the kids for Valentine’s Day weekend thinking that it will be too much for me handle- a weekend with uncertainty not knowing whether H will even be around etc. I need to GAL!!!!!! but I decided to cancel few days ago because I’m more at peace now than I was then when I booked the staycation. Hope you will get to that peaceful place soon.
Meanwhile- kids are the best tools for distraction. Lol! I second what everyone else says, do something fun with the kids, start a new tradition. Or if you are feeling brave enough, go eat a fancy dinner by yourself. Or is there an axe throwing place where you live? Those things are so popular these days.
I’m sorry that you’ve been feeling down. Hang in there, detach detach detach.
Wayfarer- that rage room idea is AWESOME.
I hope I do get to that place of peace eventually, but I doubt it will happen in time for V Day. I like the staycation idea.
H and Me - Both 45; S13 and D9 BD - 11/2019 Married 14 years; Together 20 years
