Dawn, I don’t think I miss M himself. I miss the familiarity. I miss everything around him I think not him him so to say. And I do agree, what was missing was in him and less to do with me and more to do with him. I still find it sad it didn’t work out but I know it’s for the best.
Maybe I’m not ready to date. I don’t know. I do need to un learn some old habits. I don’t even realize I’m doing it . It’s in my nature to give people the benefit of the doubt and I need to stop. I need to see things for face value, that’s for sure.
I already found some negative on this guy I’m having a date with. He got divorced in the beginning of 2019. My friend is doing some sleuthing for me. So it’s kind of new for him. I guess I’ll see more abut that story. I think it’s a good divorce though, which is good.
