Hello all, quick update, I am still deep in NC. W will text with trivial stuff, even wished me luck on a job interview. I try to delay my responses back to her, and that irritates her.
I have been fighting deep anxiety and depression daily. I did find that taking ST Johns Wort really helps me out. got it from Walmart.
how does every one real with being so d@mn lonely? I have no plans on walking, but what to do?
are there any standers here that have dated while standing, is that bad? I am sure I am not the only one that wonders this stuff....
it is coming up on a year since I was last sexual with my W. I really miss the smell of her hair and skin. I miss her so much. I just want someone to hold, if not her. what do I do????
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