Oh my....my head hurts...lol...My friend...your actions aren't matching your words.. That occurs when realizations happen. You feel it in your head but not in your heart yet.
The way to feel it that way is to fake it til you make it. Force yourself to make decisions based on what you are working on believing.
I am sorry, but, no to these guys...if they are interested they have to act like they are or...you move along because you are worthy and attractive and a lot of other things. so....NEXT!!!
Even if you are bored or anything else. Actions need to match words.
I know this is all tied up in your past. I know that overcoming all that gunk is hard. But you are worth it.
I can also feel your frustration and almost desperation. That isn't the mindset you want going forward.
I know you are lonely and want a meaningful relationship.
You have to do something different to get different results.
So, come on now...regroup. Get your head and heart to match.
I am not saying to get off of OLD. I am saying go on there with the attitude that you are great...cuz you are. And if someone doesnt see that...ba bye.
