Hi, HesAble. I'm sorry you're feeling hopeless right now.
Originally Posted by HesAble
I think I am also getting to the point where I am also rewriting history and starting to forget what I ever liked about H.
That is so hard for me too, when I feel I'm not in the rose-colored glasses place, not in the seeing things more clearly place, but have somehow gone way past that into the... mud-colored glasses place. Where everything seems so, so negative. It's like I've borrowed his glasses, and the prescription is all wrong! Do you have a sense of where you are on that spectrum? I think it sometimes helps for me to reframe it as a separate battle I'm fighting—I will NOT let H's current actions rewrite history as I know it. That helps me begin to find a little hope when I feel like I've lost it and need to right myself a bit.
