Was just sitting here thinking I would literally have to hate someone to put them through the passive aggressive h3ll H is putting me through. I think I am also getting to the point where I am also rewriting history and starting to forget what I ever liked about H. All his meanness is overshadowing any goodness I ever knew. I feel so hopeless. I am trying to muster up some hope because that is what has allowed me to stand for my M this far.

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H and Me - Both 45; S13 and D9
BD - 11/2019
Married 14 years; Together 20 years