I don't know what to do next

[HesAble]

So sorry that you are here. However, you have come to a very supportive place. I am a newcomer too and have found so much helpful information. I come here to vent a lot and it helps me get out of a funk. Keep posting. There is a lot of support and understanding here.

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...Your goal should be that he could come to you and tell you he had a orgy with 50 women, and you would be all: "Ok." and go right back to whatever you were doing without batting an eye. Difficult? Yes. But not impossible.

Expect the worst, hope for the best.

Steve85, this is the BEST advice. I am working hard to get to this place in detachment!