Newlywed and in crisis

[funbun]

I miss her terribly today. My mind wonders what if all of this is some sort of curse. In order to break the curse, I need to make the right move. An act of reconnection to jump start her feelings again. Or am I going crazy.

At least right now she is no longer feeling angry with me and at work we said “hi” to each other. Maybe I should ask her out for dinner. Is that a good idea. Will a simple question of asking her out with little expectations of her saying yes be bad? Will it push her away?

I miss her terribly and I want her back. Are these strong feelings a good sign to take action or are they just misleading. Detaching is hard. Today is not a good day.