I am listening to all of you. The situation is getting a little volatile now and the MBR issue will not help.
I have no doubt that she has lost respect for me in someways. When she BD she expected me to leave and was very much against me staying. I am not ruling out the MBR and I now know I shouldn't have given it up. At this moment it will not help the current sitch. Like a lot of people have said it is a marathon and I have put myself behind the starting line.
I do really appreciate all the advice everyone has given. I just got here a week too late
