Wow, it is just so hard to believe H cares. It is like an alien invaded his body and took away his ability to care about me in particular. It is hard to understand how someone can care about someone's feelings and just act out, staying out all night without a simple text, walking around the house angry and/or withdrawn, etc. I am trying to have empathy but when someone causes you this much pain and shows absolutely no remorse, it is difficult to feel much other than anger, frustration and disgust with them. I am sure he is fighting some inner turmoil, but it is hard to see that when he is acting like a narcissistic college frat boy living in my basement.
This. Omg this. I felt this. I only know H cares because date last night with OW means he’s home tonight watching a movie and folding laundry with me. But the weekend usually brings about the frat boy. Ah the frat boy.
