C-nut: the conversation just died. I had to call the code. On paper sure it sounds good, but I couldn’t even drag out the conversation for him to set anything up. Maybe he is just interested. And that’s fine.

I had a really bad day today. I had to withdraw my job offer for hospice. After they lost all my on boarding and made me do it again in my new system, this time around they wanted my W-2 from my current full time position. I have never had a job ask me for that. It’s a part of their background check? Sorry, but my warnings and deductions from my full time gig are none of your business. I said they could contact to verify employment, but they aren’t getting my W-2 . They said “well, that’s what we need for the new system and I said no. So that’s that. I was counting on that money from my orientation first week in feb. but this was just a disaster. I now need to find another second job. My first one is slowly killing me, but I also need a second. So that hunt begins again.

What am I going to do? My mind is just shutting down. I need a plan B.

I’m other news, I have a date on Saturday night if he can secure a babysitter. I am impressed he would even get a babysitter. Good thing my expectations these days of anything going right are pretty much nil, so if it is a good first date, then bonus.