Wooba, I hope you're feeling better, both physically and mentally. Being sick makes everything so much harder, and I feel like maintaining that mental fortitude is its own full-time job. You're doing great.
Thank you cardinal! I have been feeling better and trying to get my groove back.
We have quite a few family gatherings ahead this weekend, I wonder how H is going to keep up with everything. He has not been his best self lately. He made me food yesterday and told me he loves me. Hm. It was nice, but I know we have a long road ahead. Last night I was in bed and reading about alcoholism...watching YouTube videos on it and all the sudden felt this immense pressure, and I cried again. I cried, and was glad I was crying. It’s a weird feeling, knowing that it hurts but I gotta let it all out. Today is a new day, and I will be stronger.
