On re-reading it, I realise how that looked! My sister and I are definitely not the kind of kids who sit about expecting money from parents to get by. They only give it if and when required for serious situations, and it's only after a lot of discussion, plus 99% of the time we pay them back anyway unless they've specifically said it's a gift (those cases are very infrequent). It's more about how W would point out the disparity of her parents and her family, and I saw that too, but then she would choose to not do anything about it. I agree it doesn't matter, and I shouldn't devote too much brain power to it anymore.
You're right it is quite a mess! I was journaling - just to get it out of me.
The GALing is continuing. I went to the gym every day for the second week in a row, 45-60mins each time. I feel more confident and happy with myself when I look in the mirror.
Me - 36, W - 32 No kids T - 8 yr, M - 3 yr Discovery - 14 May 2019 S - 25 May 2019 & D bomb - 29 July 2019 D & House sale final - Feb 2020
