I’ve been sick for the past few days. Feeling weak physically has taken a toll on my mental fortitude. Last night I broke down in front of the kids when S10 was giving me a hard time and pushing my buttons. I cried and told him that he had no idea how much pain I am experiencing both mentally and physically, how I wish I didn’t have to do all of this by myself without their dad, and just how sad I am at the moment. Not my best parental moment.....hope I can do better. My little one gave me lots of kisses last night which were so magically healing. *taking a deep breath....
