I know that I am strong and will get through this either way, but it is still awful when, as U put it, you feel like you're at the mercy of a raging sea.
I get it. Dark days ahead. Our emotions take a long time to catch up with our logic.
Originally Posted by Kristin
1/10 - We are officially over week 1 of no contact with AP. I haven't verified this info, but so far it seems true. 1/14 - I do know that OW has been reaching out. 1/16 - I asked if she was still speaking with OW. She said yes, everyday.
I replied that I love her and that I hope she fights for us and works through it. She said. Nothing is ever going to be good enough and that I deserve better. I do feel like she has been giving her *best* and trying so hard.
I believe you. My ex wanted me in her life and she didn't want commitment. She tried really hard to straddle the line between them. She felt frustrated when she tossed me a bone and I didn't jump for joy. Hey! I'm driving over breakfast. Shh.. ignore I had dinner with a guy and told him we're still broken up.
Kristin, if WW was trying hard to break from AP, why was she in contact with AP everyday? Why wasn't she asking for your help to cut AP off responsibly, sharing her password, or aggressively going to counseling to try to fix this, or taking a step back when you said you love her and wanted her to fight for you?
You deserve a partner who values your loyalty and strength and will fight for you!
You DESERVE it. You are an amazing person. (((HUGS)))
