Through The Storm III

[KristinG]

Thanks May and UC. I know that I am strong and will get through this either way, but it is still awful when, as U put it, you feel like you're at the mercy of a raging sea. The thing that makes it so hard is opening up and becoming vulnerable because of hope and then feeling crushed. They are just emotions and they will settle. Also not trying to mind read here, but I do feel like she has been giving her *best* and trying so hard. Part of me wishes I could stay emotionally healthy and give her time to end things and find closure. Continue to focus on my PMA and growth, that way I'll be ok and happy with either outcome.

KG