Patience and Limbo (Core thread 3)

[Core]

Truth. What I'm afraid of, is a 2x4 I need to keep getting hit with. Many, many things.

If she stays great! If she Ds me that’s ok too. Either way you have a great life. Easier said then done but you have to take the focus off your w and when you do she will notice. Then maybe she changes her mind.

All easier said then done but nothing worth having is easy.

Going to tell myself this ^^ daily.

I see a decent life for me either way. One path will have more regrets though and I'd miss a lot of what I care about most, her and the kids. The thing I wanted most in life was a loving family. The person who I committed to do that with dangles it in front of me (as she probably felt I did), and my challenge here is to be able to walk away from what I want most.