Patience and Limbo (Core thread 3)

[Core]

Insightful! I just took at training at work which confirmed Im controlling. IC is helping with that and my anxiety however you're right, I'm a control freak. She has the power right now to destroy my life and I hate it being held over me.

How to change this dynamic, I dont know. I guess thats why I'm here. Im GALing like crazy, validating, and reading self help things non stop. Being mysterious. It seemed the dynamic changed for a day or two, I guess I need to be ready again for either outcome here.