Am I the only one who hates weekends now? H goes out more on the weekend and, because I do not work on the weekends, I am home more to see his bad behavior more. I am trying to GAL on weekends and my kids' sports activities keep me busy, but I am truly a homebody who used to actually enjoy the comforts of being at home with a great book, blanket and hot cup of tea. I know I sound like an old woman! LOL.

Now I don't like to be at home much so weekends (especially 3 day weekends like this one) are torture. Even though H stays out most of the week, a knot forms in my stomach due to anxiety about when he will return or leave again.

Last edited by HesAble; 01/17/20 07:34 PM.
H and Me - Both 45; S13 and D9
BD - 11/2019
Married 14 years; Together 20 years