I hope he’s safe, of course. I just have been doing stuff around the house-doing my own thing. I’ve made plans this weekend on my own. I do want a reconciliation, but I wonder if there is a point where indifference just moves in?
Like LH said, your feelings will fluctuate. Also really allow yourself to feel the grief and the pain if those feelings show up sometimes. You want to be at peace. but not indifferent in way where you’re just burying all the pain inside. It sounds like you are getting better at detaching though. Hang in there!!
