I am still working on trying to assume H will not be coming home each time he leaves (or to get so busy GALing that I ignore his comings and going altogether), but it is not easy. Anxiety grips me each time I hear the front door open and the alarm chime, then the door close and eventually his car crank and drive away. Those sounds are what my nightmare is made of right now. I pray this gets easier. Trusting those of you who say it will.
H and Me - Both 45; S13 and D9 BD - 11/2019 Married 14 years; Together 20 years
