Divorce and Acceptance part 5

[Pax_luv]

Thanks Job and own-
Not my circus, is correct! I couldn’t care less. I just don’t want this switch-up to delay any more.

So this is kind of interesting- I noticed that the last 2 dog changes, ex’s lawyer friend was at the house. This is the guy who helps ex scheme. He’s not a family law attorney. Before my ex even dropped the bomb on me, he told me was talking to this guy who did say to him that... “its a community property state ... pax would get half of everything.” (((Hahahaha. I can laugh now... i had no idea divorce was even on the table back then and that my husband was talking about it to others. Hahahahaha stupid girl!)

This lawyer is either on his 3rd or 4th marrriage so he’s a great role model and has been in lock step with ex this whole time. He also hid some of ex’s money for him....

Anyway, whenever the lawyer friend was at the house I knew that something was going to come my way... some curve ball would soon follow, and it always did. I would start to get anxiety just waiting for the next piece to reveal itself.

But this time, I felt nothing. Nada.... I had no interest in even contemplating what it might be. I guess that’s just how “done” I am with all of this.
So with the news of the new attorney, I now know what their meeting was likely about.

It’s interesting because I was reflecting on the fact that I felt nothing about it and I can imagine my whole sitch as a series of gears (like watch gears) where one of the large gears clicks forward so slowly,
But then the other smaller ones move next at much quicker paces. I feel like my life is in ticking order now and I just needed that large gear tou keep moving forward.. haha the visual is better in my head.

Anyway.... we shall just wait and see what’s next. Let’s get this thing over with!!