Thanks guys. Actually staying pretty strong, and handling it pretty well. Things are getting done in short and timely fashion. The estate affairs ate going to be a whole nother ball game. Almost handling things a little too well which scares me. No meds. No counciling. Getting a reasonable amount of sleep. Got me rethinking my whole life. Something about my personna where I overreact to the small annoying trivial things that trip me up, that add up to big things. But for some reason in crises I thrive, Im calm, and I get things done. Kind of telling myself, if I can get through D and parent passing, I can do anything in life. Been here before with my Father so?