Oh gee IH. I don't know what to say my friend. You and your family have my prayers, sympathies and deepest respect at the passing of your mother. I'm so sorry for all the sh*t you've been through mate.

Keep posting with your thoughts and feelings and know you've got DB kin everywhere in the world, and especially a virtual DB bro in Oz.

Have you thought about seeing a GP to maybe get some meds to help take the edge off and sleep?

Focus on getting through this, even if it's minute by minute.

If you need $ help to fix your car, let me know, ok.

Stay strong buddy. I'll have you and your mum in my prayers tonight.

With sympathy, DS

Me: early 40's
XW: nearly 50
T: 15
M: 5
BD: Jan 19
S:10 SS: 22 SD: 24