Also , there's no way of me really addressing any of those concerns with her directly.
We are due to come to therapy session on Thursday with our thoughts on trial seperation and tbh I have many questions and concerns and dont know how or whether to raise them.
At the same time this is all very different from the hostility and abuse narrative of 2 months ago, then the getting closer over Xmas, then intimacy of new years eve , followed by declaration of no intimacy and strong boundaries and now idea of a 6 month trial seperation.
I guess one of my questions/ points needs to be what happens if one of these "rules" of the seperation are broken.
