So last week was a bad week. Water pump broke on car. $500 bill. Credit card near max. Mom went into hospital one week ago for slight fever, shortness of breath, eventually had to be intubated, respiratory shut down, kidneys shut down, liver shut down. The hospital did everything they could with dialysis and treatment and I highly commend them for it. Mom unfortunately died yesterday. Im going to miss her. She was my confidant. My inspiration, my rock, and my best friend. Missed a boatload of work and $. Haven't slept in 5 days, have to settle funeral arrangements and estate. Wake for Thurs. Funeral for Friday. Snow coming Sat, S2 has minor ear surgery Friday early morning. Have to figure out with Brothers what to do with Moms house since its willed to my brother, but Im POA and Executor. Place is a $hithole so its going to take months if not a year to get it to market. XW was helpful with intentions. She started giving me advice on the estate stuff twice, so I politely said thanks for the advice, very useful and appreciate it. But you are overstepping your bounds. But she meant well and was just looking out for me and I get that. Got to see S2 briefly Sat and take him to the playground before I had to rush to the hospital. We had fun. Despite everything going on, and mediation possibly starting soon. I'm glad Mom is in a better place. For the life of me I can't figure out how or why I'm so calm through all of this. Im actually pretty good. I feel like the rock in the storm. It must be Jesus.