I kind of feel like that too - infinite patience is key.
She is treating me a lot better again and we have enjoyed the time we are spending with each other. She starts counselling tomorrow and I imagine she'll share some of that experience with me as she's been more open over the past 6-8 weeks.
H 37 W 31 S 2
T: 7 M: 4
BD 12/18 Separated 2/19 Living back together 04/06/2019 W Moved out again 07/15/2019