Not sure if I'm hung over, and/or dealing with the emotional repercussions of the conversation, but I do feel a little down today.
There's always a 1% left in my mind and heart, and I don't expect that to go away completely, or wait for absolute 0%. But I know I don't want to deal with someone jumping back and forth from one person to the next. After reading and learning about healthy relationships, I want to be with someone who's done the work to be independent and happy with themselves before engaging in relationship again.
I'll continue to read books to learn about myself and improve myself emotionally. I'm starting to realize that I have fear of intimacy / vulnerability issues, and that's something I need to figure out for future relationships.
