Thanks Cadet! I remember when you had an issue back in the day. Cadet and I, both, would like to sort this out and help you, but we can't do it w/o your help. So, please hit the Report button and talk to us.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
