I haven´t made a big deal of NYE for many years now so I didn´t think it would be a problem. I was invited by several people to join them and bring my dog but I said I´ll just stay home. I think it would have been different if I had a kid who was home with me. It wasn´t horrible to be home with my dog but it wasn´t a pain free as I expected either. But now I know for next year at least
I´m wondering if she´ll want to recon. She´s just so proud and hates being wrong. But besides that, she tends to run away from things and avoid dealing with them. She´s always been like that. So for her to want to face what she´s done and deal with all that, that would be a HUGE 180 for her.
But we´ll see. Feeling better today and more positive so just shows that cycling continues even when you´ve come far. I really appreciate you and LH commenting, it really helps.
Me: 38 Stbxw: 35 No kids Mini bd: February 6, 2019 ONS confirmed Sept 7, 2019 Told her to move out: September 8, 2019 W moved out: September 28, 2019 Divorce filed by me: September 23, 2019