Your sage advice is always welcome. We can all learn some new things along the way.
Core,
I'm sorry for the hi-jack, but Mach is a friend that doesn't come here often, but I always like to say "hi" to him.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.