Just writing my feelings.

I have never been so scared in my life. I hate waiting to see what my XW is going to legally attack me with or what she is going to try to do. I know ii my heart I have done nothing wrong and have only looked after the best interests of D13 but at the same time the law is not always fair or understanding. Yes I know there is nothing I can do until my lawyer receives papers from my XW's lawyer and I should stop assuming horrible scenarios. How do I stop the mind games I play with myself. I have a therapy session on Friday and hopefully that can help. I also continue to be D13's stability and try to show her that we will be just fine. D13 also has a therapy appointment so hopefully that will help her as well. I need to stop trying to understand why someone who I loved for 22 years would want to hurt me and become my worst nightmare. I can't control XW's actions and can only work on how I respond to the situation. I hurt though.


1st BD December 26, 2008
PA admitted to by XW December 29, 2008

2nd BD May 23, 2019
Daughter confirms EA
Divorce Finalized July 18, 2019