So you've been here before. but you cried, begged and pleaded. AND gave up your bed to her.

I think it is obvious why you are back here. You learned nothing the first time around.

You say: "I knew I wasn’t happy this last year and I told her many times that I wanted more in our relationship but I never put in the work myself."

What was your marriage like leading up to BD 8 years ago?

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018