I'm sorry you're here - this really s*cks. Your H doesn't know his head from his butt right now. It will likely be a long time until he gains some clarity. Like a few of the others have mentioned, keep the focus on you.
This is going to sound harsh, but you have to learn to stop checking in on him. I see you making the same mistakes I have made, and honestly, it will drive you far more crazy trying to know everything he is up to. Checking the phone bill, monitoring social media, and feeling his car to see if it's warm? These activities will only further perpetuate your suffering.
It sounds like you are getting out and GALing, making positive changes for WAY, and enjoying time with Ds. Focus on these things instead. H is going to have great days and bad days and, if you let them, his ups and downs will affect you. Instead, focus on your own growth and becoming the wayfarer that you've always wanted to be. Vent here, and know that you have so much support and people rooting for you!
((hugs))
KG
LBW 32 - me WW 31 T 7 M 4 No Kids 4 dogs
Separated 1y Navigating the mine field and GAL with or without
